We all have hurdles. I seem to find the ones lined in barbed wire lol.
My life is again smacking me in the face with a huge dose of reality.
My infertility issues are finally at a point where I have no choice but accept them. After 2 rounds of IVF and 9 years of trying to conceive, my doctor has recommended a surgery to help with the pain and discomfort of monthly lady issues. This is a big red stamp saying NEVER on my baby dreams.
It is really hard to accept. I can honestly say I feel like I am a disappointment to my family. I feel like half a woman. I always thought a true WOMAN got married and had babies. Even when I was younger the women I knew who had no kids seemed strange to me. Now I'm that strange woman.
I try to look at the positive things.... I will not have to suffer every month anymore.
I can vacation with other adults.
But it doesn't seem like a lot of positive things. It feels like I'm missing out.
