Priorities...

Wow went from a great day yesterday to feeling like #2 again. Some people in this world have their priorities all fucked up! No you didn't HAVE to you chose to. In making the choices you make you put everything else last.

I hate feeling this way. I hate knowing that you make other things more important than what should be. You think im mad but im not mad im hurt and disappointed. I just want to cry but my emotions are not important and are covered up by a stone face mask.

Its not worth my breath or energy to express my feelings about a situation because it doesn't matter. Its not going to change anything so I might as well keep my thoughts and feelings to myself and only show them to myself in the bathroom mirror.

nice day!

So we have had a few really nice days……

Roo has discovered he loves hunting, even if he does not catch anything. He said sitting in the woods is relaxing. He was so happy yesterday and it was nice to see him that way.

My day started out shitty because my hair dresser went MIA. I was really looking forward to getting my hair done. My roots are so bad! So while me and Leigh Ann were trying to track down a hair dresser that wasn’t ridiculously priced we went on the search for maternity pants for the little prego girl. We had a really nice day together. We went to visit our other sister Monica and spent some time with her.

Such a nice day the only thing missing was April. It would have been nice to have a day with just us 4 sisters hanging out.

Roo has his pills and has been feeling a lot better, probably because he is finally getting some sleep. 

Now I’m sitting down at the club hanging out with some good people. Time to shut down, have a drink and relax. Making American spaghetti tonight for the butthead. 

It was so nice then we came home ate and played some skip bo with Leigh Ann. What a good day!